Thursday, August 25, 2005

*-[Love love love love]`+


I know I haven't been around for a while, but I haven't gotten bored of blogging.. it's just that I've been so busy and sick at the same time I haven't had much time on the computer. Lydia calls me the 'Elusive Cheesie', as if I go slinking around or something. well, yeah, it sure does seem like it.


Much has transpired in the past few days (which feel terribly much like weeks) and I don't know quite where to start. Perhaps the question is: where did I leave off? Well, if anything I shall proclaim some unimportant news! Wonka has produced the very poetic "whipple scrumptious caramel delight" (although I think it was fudgemallow in the book) and I tried one today! tee hee. It wasn't up to standard, or was that Roald Dahl's imagination playing in my head? Susu remarked between bites of her peanut butter kit kat that her chocolate's packing was much better. I had to agree. Perhaps it was Johnny Depp's features that came to mind that made the chocolate seem... bland. His face is the only interesting I've seen in the library for the past few days.


Speaking of which I am proud to announce that I have been in the library every night for quite a few nights in a row! Work has been piling up and I am feeling the push... especially for the detestable subject of biology. I met Lou there today and she showed me some "facts" that her 8 yr old pupils in the school she was teaching at had written. They were all about lungs. Fact file 411: Lungs~! Tee hee.


Lungs have blud cells.

Lungs produce air.

When you cough your lungs hit each other


everyone has 2 lungs


Without lungs you will die.


And they asked some questions too~!:

What are lungs?

How do lungs produce air?

Where is the gap between lungs and the air outside?

How does cancer get in the lungs?

What are lungs made of?


I was laughing so hard in the library.. at 9.30 pm! fortunately there were few people there other than Lou, Ellie and I. Kids are cute! I got my first "boyfriend" on Sunday.. He's 4 years old and a bundle of pure CUTENESS!!! When asked if I could be his girlfriend, he turned shy and thought about it for a long time before going, "oookaaee". Then he said, "no, I don't want." So yeah, in a span of 6.898 seconds we had already broken up. Booo. He's really popular with the girls too! hahaha.


In other news I sewed jeans for a friend and I am so afraid that they are badly done and that he will keeeeeeel me. But hey, I didn't charge so don't complain. Please? If you like u can go and unpick it. hahhaa. Not like u have this addy anyway. nyah.


*-[He LOVES me]`+


I hitched a ride home in daddy's car and we had a conversation (well, mostly me squealing) that I shall not forget... come to think of it, it certainly has an important intrinsic meaning that I want to relate here.


Daddy: "I'm going to pump petrol."

Me: " ok.. where?"

Daddy: " Robson way."

Me: " that's caltex right?"

Daddy: "no, I don't think so."

Me: " then what? BP?"

Daddy: "I don't know.. maybe."

Me: "I think it is caltex"

Daddy: "wanna wager?"

*evil grin and squealing throughout the rest of the traffic lights as we negotiate terms and conditions*


In the end, I had wagered him buying me a car, and the squealing heightened as we neared the station (I had a lot at stake).. and I realised that it was a Caltex station! So I started squealing for a totally different reason: I was getting a car! Daddy had that quiet grin on his face. I was like, " really ah? really?" And I noticed a glimmer in his eye that only a father could have.


[Matthew 7: 9-11] "Which of you, when his son asks for bread, will give him a stone? Or if he asks for a fish, will give him a snake? If you, then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your father in heaven give good gifts to those who ask him!"


I saw that glint in my dad's eyes and I knew that he had already planned much for me.. planned to give me much, planned to give up much for me! For 3 seconds I saw how much he really loved me... Saw a man who would cry for me, be stripped of pride for me, and realised that I did not comprehend enough... did not love enough to give back as much as he gave, and I realised that more than that, Jesus gave so much to me and seeks to give me yet more! And as Matthew says, if an earthly father knows how to give good gifts, what more our heavenly father! My father made it such that I would be gleeful in thinking that I had squeezed a car out of him when in fact it was his joy to give, and his joy to give me more joy in thinking i had been clever. Oh true love... And if my father loves me this much, what more God? What more my Lord and my savior jesus? All I have to do is ask! So ask ask ask and you will receive! He loves it when we talk to him and ask him! Oh joy.. He loves me!


Siiigh.. I have important stuff to attend to here.. and I must have been blind!! MANDY TEH! I MISS YOU AND I AM THINKING OF YOU BABE! I am so so sorry that I haven't been checking my friendster.. hey babe if u're reading this pls tag me... and let me know your blog add again! I lost it! (haha sorrriiiiiiiiie babe!) but hey girl.. you are VERY VERY special to me yeah, and you are one babe I can count on for talk on the utmost intimate level of our heavenly father! I will never forget the encouragement u are to me.. so yeah~! I LOVE YOU MANDY! or shall i say.. tommie~!!!! tee hee. Rugrats.. sigh. miss you. miss Sg. miss everyone.


Got a call for emily and I almost cried in the Library... she told me that I could call Grant's phone and hear his voice on the voice mail.. I told her I would see her next week, but it breaks my heart to see her like this and also to remember granty... grant... I miss you dear. I really do.


Also to Rachie who has reccommeded a good book, thanks dearie! I shall pursue! foward march!!!! I love u always and I miss u!!!! Thanks for protecting me from devious deviants who are horny perverts! And Lydia.. who has been online once in blue moon and called me elusive cheesie... I miss u too!


And Lou... thanks so much dear you have been an amazing source of support! And not forgetting Melly~! tee hee. Modish Miss is up and coming I say! *sigh* I am So Blessed.


[You make me wanna be brave.. Jesus!]

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