From both sides.

Sigh. Life could be seen as so crap. Or so good. It really all depends on whether you're standing on your head or not.

I don't mind la. Right now, I'm not fussed about too many things other than exams. See. I've reduced to that. How did that happen? I usually just fuss about heaps of things. Maybe I've come a long way in fussing. Now I'm an elite fusser. I only fuss about priority material.

So much of me, right now. I can't be stuffed. I just can't. And it's bad because next week I'm going back into schools. I am needing to seriously study. What happened to that? I am broke. I don't care. Just don't buy la. U really want, then buy la. Since when have I been this bo chap? It seems that increasingly, nothing matters. The things that matter don't. The wholesome good things in life don't. The small inconsequentials are tended to on whims. And most of all. The only thing I seem to really be game for are Jazz gigs. Happy places. Escape route. I am no longer the child you could pacify with books.

Chemistry. Is a phenomenon that will usually lead to either something amazing, or something amazingly stupid.

Stuff it. Who cares anyway.