I am feeling so so queer right now. I have that feeling like adrenaline is being produced too quickly. My heart is racing and I feel like fainting. Yup, I suppose I'd attribute most of it to not eating enough and being over tired. But it's also the prospect of going back. I'm so torn... and worn...

you know what? I really think my problem now is gastric. and err. wo de xin you wen ti. ya. I think I can't take this for much longer and it better be resolved or I will just........ just..........scream and die of embarrassment, or worse, rejection. wahahahaa so fun hor. SARA! GO and eat! NoW!

orh.

byee