Zhu

I feel so bad for having committed the same crime I pointed out a while before. Given, it is not immoral, not sinful; merely foolish- merely silly, merely embarrassing, but that is the worst part of it, isn't it? That I haven't done anything wrong but made myself look silly. I suppose it should be made a crime; I shouldnt be allowed to look foolish and vulnerable. Dignity?

I guess I'm back going past 'go' and I'm taking another $200 on this deja vu journey, wondering why I allow myself to go past the same old sold houses on the block again. I don't feel like playing monopoly anymore.

Dignity. Dignity. Dignity. GRRRRRRRRR.