Wednesday, March 31, 2004

heh heh.. came in early during recess... but there's only 15 mins left to type.

There was a fire behind the school 2 days ago. I saw the tree go up in flames from my class, and it turned out that there was no fuss, a lot of smoke, and a decently good view from where I was. Onlt the teacher was pretty flustered and teaching transformations weren't easy from that point on.

It's cold today, and tomorrow I'll have to stay in school for some spirit day thing. It's up to 5.30. HeLoOoOo!!! I need to study and jog and rent a life... How am I going to do that now??

u noe.. the thing about this place is that you don't have a life cos there is no life to have. The lameness of the place sets in after a while. You slow down like crazy and in general, find yourself fighting against everything this place is simply because you don't like to become part of it.

I really don't. I don't wana become some slacker who is always 20 minutes late, who walks around barefoot hand half drunk in the most unfashionable of clothing. Yes, that is what this place reeks of. Of no fashion sense or bothering to acquire any. The only "orchard-like" place is 0.25 the size of the real deal. No jap books, no exposure to asian brands, nothing cheap that's good... Really, what country is this!?!?!

This keyboard is BAD! I think I should go check on other peeps blogs now. bOoYA! (That's what jonathan says, right? rmb how he scared the heck out of rachie that time walking to tanah merah MRT??)

Tuesday, March 30, 2004

haiya haiya haiya...

Hello.. nothing to epot that can be reported in a span of 5 minutes. I don't like school. Gakko ga suki janai desune!

I have a jap test on thurs which I simply can't do. I haven't been studying hard enough for it but I DON'T HAVE TIME!

Lydia... wish you were home when I called. I'll call again soon? Got my letter?

Rachie!! Have you sent it off?!?! I'm desperate for a fix... halp....

Wednesday, March 24, 2004

hey... checking in. love y'all. noe I'm crap to write so short... hahhahahaha... no time larz.

Tuesday, March 23, 2004

Hey O!

It's lunch and I'm spending precious time blogging as much as I can, because I love you all too much!!! ya?

Heh heh... just finished a realli sucky oral presentation for english. and I got a c. again. My life sucks. She hates me or something. Rachie, remember debating? That was better. and totemo tanoshii. not like this. It sucked. tell me again what I'm doing here... so far away from my babes and me daddieee.......

Hey. The thot just keeps coming back to me. what is a student like me doing in a place like this?!?! I actually study and I get descriminated for it. Sue me for not enjoying life, hey?

The new jap students came in for the exchange program today, and in class i was supposed to ask them questions. Flubbed up the grammer and i was so embarassed... but everyone else did too, so that was ok, really. I met only 3 of them, though. Didn't have time to talk to the rest. I never have time for anything, really. People just keep stealing it. GIVE IT BACK! And while you're at it, GIVE ME BACK MY LIFE AND MY FRIENDS!

I met makiko, Aiko and Marina today. they're really nice, but I don't understnd them very well... I did ask if they had seen PMK on tv, though. (props to you rach.) but they hadn't. (too bad.)

To daddie-o, Rachie-O and Lydee yar:
Hahaha... you know my present situation right... I really wonder why I screwed up... I didn't want to screw up! and I'm still trying to make it all right. I think an air ticket would help a lot?!?!? *angel face* finances, anyone?

Haiya, don't worry about my screwed up life, because I'm not screwed up. so that's all right. But I miss you!

Rachel... PONTANG SCHOOL!?!?!?!?! I also want to!!! Take me with you! We'll elope and join a circus. Circus maximus. You can be in charge of the lions. I'll clean the toilets.

So... Lydia, what's your decision on poly?? To go or not to go? That is the question. Now, that's a decently warped shakespearian comment! It reminds me of veggietales. Hahas. No, I won't start singing. I'm in the library. it's embarassing. I think I'll go jogging today and I will buy (very much on impulse) an international calling card! heh heh heh...

daddie dear... I heard you tendered your resignation. I hope the stuff about the contract work goes well. hehe! I love you most!

Does sotong even come swim around here anymore?!?! he sent me 2 photos and disappeard. Stressed izzit. haiya.. dun worry, you'll make it wan... I noe it...

Avril... thank you for your continued support. I love you too...

I NEED A CALLING CARD! I am going to relieve myself of my dispairingly agonising withdrawal sympoms, SOON! Oh, it's cold today. 27 deg. Yesterday was like... 41. happie me.

kk, seeya! got ClAsS!!! Gotta run!

Sunday, March 14, 2004

hey peeps!

My life is ok. I can cope. I'm strong.

BUT I WANT MY PIG AND MY FISH AND MY DADDIIIIEEEEE~

sighs... Haven't been blogging much. We all know that. But somebody please tell jonathan that I tried to call him and couldn't get through. I miss grandpa. I will try me bestest to get thru to him.

I wrote a snail mail to rachie and Lydia's is still in the works, so you'll get stuff soon. me is sad sad todae... wanna see you guys. I think this missing you thing is acute and periodic. Still dream of you all, think of you all and all that.

I got a japanese bible today, from jocelyn my church fwen. How cool is that? But i can't read much. -_-"

These Jewish church people came to talk to us about the passover, and that was cool...

but gals.. today I'm depressed. I think there's not enough chocolate in my system. Jah, that's right! -_-" No wait.. that's not right. I mean, that's not right. ahh... help me. I've been thinking too much about my PIG and my FISH PHISH.

YAHOO!!!!! JONATHAN IS ONLINE!!!! DIVE ROCKS! RAWKS MAN! YEAH MAN! YAYYYYYY!! And all in my world would be right if only RAch and Lydia got online... ah well... read and weep babez.

To note: Increasingly acute feelings of distress caused by lack of contact with people who matter to me. I WANT YOU ALL BACK! NOW! GIMME GIMME GIMME GIMME!

I got a bad case of the gimmies right now, jut looking at who could be online now... haiz haiz... like candy I can't have looking at me thru the window the glass pane that separates us all..

GIMME MY PHISH
GIMMIE MY PIG
GIMMIE MY JOANNE
GIMMIE MY SHU
GIMMIE MY AVVY
GIMMIE MY AXN
GIMMIE MY LIFE BACK
GIMMIE MY DADDDY!

Hey!!! all these cool people are coming online!!! RAHCEL! JoAnNe! MelVin! JonaThAN! EiLeEn! KeLvIn!! SHU!!!!! Kk.. write more next time. pray for me k?